My Blog

Well …i dunno why i wanted to start to bloging…maybe its time for me to split out most of my emotion?… i kinda get emo day by day…reason? secret …. i got 1 reason for myself , thats is i wanted to get out of this unfair life of mine… sometime i might think that i been born wit unfair life… most of the things that i wan will nvr get into me… somehow things i dun think abt it might come… life not suppose to be so easy…i know that … but some how attitude is the things that cant change so easy…

Sorry that my eng is not gud enuff… but still blog is smth that i can onli think of now… i dun care how u ppl out there think abt me … but its juz mw who writing this blog…

my life is full of "but but but but" … in the end no1 listen … they all juz think i am juz joking wit them…

i am serious in lots of things…. friendships…

to be honest , i onli hav this 2 bestfriends of mine… i really really dont wanna lose them … but someday i think they might go…

i dun like it much when my ex or girlfriend involve in to my bestfriends …
u can say i am a selfish fella… u cant blame me… i onli get emo on that…
don question me either… it makes me like a bad guy…

i treasure many many things…such as friendship , love , ex … all come wit very special memories… i like those memories… but i dun like mixing it…

i told my self thousand of times "i dun mind , i dun mind , i dun mind"
still i can said many time but my heart can nvr let go of it…
i found it weird…. there is smth i havent done?…
but i hav done most of the things onli i didnt get wat i wan…

thats the problem i think… regret is all i hav til now…
life…
u cant juz blame ppl becoz of thier attitute?.. rite?
we juz accept them… and comfort them…
i onli can see nowadays ppl "money break friendship nor relationship"
i try not to…and… i did it…but STILL heart ache…
not a very nice feeling … kinda sad…
haaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh HUH~~~~
lil better after all this crap….